Never Good Enough...

Well yesterday was going pretty well, my friend Matthew brought me lunch at 1:30 it was Shrimp Alfredo from Chili's and it was awesome. I had him leave at 2:15 so I could get Brayden laid down.... well he was extremly difficult and didn't go to sleep til 3ish. My grandparents came home around 4 and here comes my grandma into MY room and decides its time for us to get up. I tried to tell her that he had barely been asleep an hour but she was already loud enough to wake Brayden... I was super upset. Then I hear my Grandpa telling my Grandma, "I don't undertand why they sleep til like 6 o'clock at night" and my grandma tried to explain that he got laid down later because Matthew had brought lunch, and he relpys, "All she would have to do its say Bye Buddy, and tell him to leave. A 21 month old is more important than company being over. I think its about time she moves back in with her mother because were obviously not doing any good for her here. And that boy needs a good mother and he's not getting that here either!"
So I was FURIOUS!!!!! I got dressed and got everything together, went outside and started to leave, my Grandma asked where I was going and I said "ANYWHERE BUT HERE" she said why???
I said "you guys must think Im deaf, but I can hear everything you guys say from my bedroom!!" She then went on trying to make excuses for my Grandpa's unnecessary rudeness, and how she understands that I am severly depressed and so are her and my grandpa and blah blah blah. Ok so if everyone is so depressed why is he the only one who can get away with saying such hurtful things, and never ever apologize for them.
Im just really tired of trying to make the best of the situation I am in here, and then tiptoe around my Grandpa. My Grandma even said nobody is ever good enough for my Grandpa. So sometimes i dont even know why I am trying here. I have enough crap going on in my life right now, I dont need more drama and pain from the people who are supposed to love and support me!!!